& I don't know why...I fight for you this way.

I have a feeling im turning into a more quiet person.
Maybe not so much on the outside
but on the inside.

It'll soon move towards the front.
For now..its in here..and I feel it's in
here to stay.


You guys wanna know something?
I'm kinda over the scene.
Yeah..the scene.
I mean..I still...lean towards it..
but now that all I see are 14 years old and stuff...
it kinda actually makes me sick
to my stomach. I love the look..and I love
how many people actually make it
their own..but then there's the ones
that dont and thats so fucking pathetic.
I will say one thing..
I was all blahblahsceneblahblahblah and denied
it..
well I never actually was it..
but attempted it at a point.
I didnt really know it but..
ya know?



Im listening to Dance Gavin Dance
and it's seriously making me..feel so
ahh.


Im really tired and need to do
some work for U.S History.. English.. and
Chemistry.

Off to do it..
I need to relax.. seriously..just relax.

Im so stressed out
it's making me sick.

maybe ill update later tonight..
with maybe something better to read

till then, lovers
xoxojenniferchristine.