here I go. you wont read it..but its for myself.

so. hi.
um..
first im gonna type up two
blog entries that i've had in a
stationery for a month or so.. one is from.. yeah a month or whatever..
and the second one is from today.
these were in my stationery and now
i'll be updating directly to blogspot.
k.

todays entry...:
It's almost March. Yep...I really didnt read
New Moon at all this month...but I started again yesterday &
need about 1 or 2 chapters left. I cant believe I've read over 400
pages without Edward in them...but he's baaack.
Crazy stuff. Hmmm...as far as New Moon goes... Jacob annoys the hell
out of me. He's so pesky....eck.

end. bye. [:


like a month ago...:
.
..
...
you know when you feel like
you're floating as the day is set on fast-forward?
like as if you don't see anything to the left..
or to the right? all you see are your dirty shoes as they glide across
the uneven pavement? no?

im sitting in class..writing this into a stationery notebook
i purchased at some store in the mall.
I have this think where...I could have like 2 dollars in my pocket..but
I'd have to spend it. I'm never gonna survive in the real
world. there's a stack of exam papers at the front of the room..
waiting to fail me..
joy.
ive been thinking about him all day...
& i dont want to write about him.
im here but I feel like if i stop writing..
im going to have a panic attack.
yelling and screaming my way out of this room.
on the opposite page of this page..
[how old is he?] [would you really...] [i must admit...]
yeah.. I feel like my writing is h...

--- I had to take my exam and im now
on chapter 8 of New Moon

< / end long entry >

goodnight. xoxojenn.